Then a few days ago a sistafriend came over to do a Reiki healing. She had also been one of those gems that I'd known briefly before losing touch to time, circumstance and distance. Our reconnection was one of those divine manifestations that can't be planned but only orchestrated by the Universe. During her visit and her healing I discovered many things. I discovered that my throat chakra was blocked and that my sacral and base chakras were also keeping energy from flowing to the rest of my body. However, my crown and heart chakras were open, which she commented made sense to her because of my personality. I'm not saying this to brag, but it is what it is. Okay?
We talked about our experiences. Her experience as healer, my experience of being healed. She noted that although my heart and crown were open they were giving off cold energy, which made it difficult to move the energy from top to bottom. I was told that I could be holding on to past pain and in addition to forgiving that pain and whatever/whoever is causing it I should also forgive myself. Oh Universe, talk to me! And as has been the guidance of other healers (I've had my aura cleansed and body massaged by powerful womenfolk!), I need to step aside and allow Spirit and Earth to basically have its way. With my permission they can show me how it's done. Why has it been so hard for me to get out of the way? Yes, I can be hard-headed, stubborn, and you know what they say about a hard head? It makes for a soft ass. In other words, ignoring the Spirit can have consequences, consequences that will be felt. I am beginning to listen. I am learning to move out of the way. Work. In. Progress.
|Saint Anthony of Egypt|
I am ready to find balance. I am ready to speak my truths. I am ready to find my precious treasure, my preciousness and I know that it is buried somewhere deep within. It's not lost. I just need to look again with new eyes and renewed faith.
Thank you, Saint Anthony, and thanks to Angela Omulepu, who brought him to my attention. Miracles happen. This I've discovered.